Sunday, August 28, 2011

Man I'm So Afraid To Make That First Move;-

Everytime he's near I want to never let him go. <3


I started college and I will be going on my 2nd week tomorrow. I absolutely love it and I am so glad that I chose the school that I did. I recently went through rush this weekend and I loved every minute of it. Hopefully tomorrow when I go to Bid Day I will run into the arms of 60 girls that will take me in as their own and will love me for me. If I could relive Rush week, I would. Over and over and over and over. As I started college, I realized a lot of things were changing. That includes myself, my friends, my outlook on things, and my most importantly my life. Today at church my aunt and my mammaw and pappaw came for friendship day. I don't think they will ever know how much it meant to me for them to be there. Ever since I moved back to Monroe, God has been working on me in so many different ways. I've faced many struggles in the past 3 months that I have been in Monroe and I have held my head up high and came out smiling through every road block. I love my life. I love the people in it. I love my family. Seeing my family in church today just brought a huge smile on my face. &- when my pappaw got in front of the church and asked for Jesus to come into his life and forgive him of his sins, I just burst into tears. You know when God is present and God was all around me today. I loved every second of it. I can't wait to see my grandparents back at church. --> I wish I could go on and on about everything that is in my mind, but there are some things that I just have to keep to myself. <-- I want to talk about this guy that means so much to me. &- when I say "so much" you really have no idea how much that is. He may not be near me, but he is my best friend. &- he is my rock sometimes. I tell him so many things that I don't tell anyone else and I thank God so much for him because after moving and going through so many different things and not really having anyone to talk to, this boy was there to listen to me and to make me feel amazing. I can honestly say that this boy brings out the best in me. When we talk, there is hardly a moment where I am not smiling. I'm just so thankful and I couldn't ask for a better friend.

>)^_^)> <(O_O(< hehe they are hugging. :)

Ok -- Goodnight blogger

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