I Will Be By Your Side;-

If ever you fall into the dead of night.
Whenever you call and I won't change 
my mind. No, I'll see it through. I won't
give up, no I won't give up on you.

Honestly, I never really write on this blog unless I'm upset. Sometimes I even let my emotions get the best of me and I just write and write and end up not making any sense by the time that I publish the post. You know it's hard to see someone leave knowing that you will probably never see them again. It's even harder to see someone leave when you've fallen for them. It's hard to let go of someone that you thought that you could have everything with. You feel like that person could have been such a big part of your life. You would risk the heartbreak just to be with them. Love is a hurtful, but amazing thing. If you find the right person then the amazing parts always outweigh the hurtful parts. I just wish that I could fast forward my life. See where I end up. See who I end up with. See how my life unfolds. I think a lot of people want that though. The bad thing is, if you could fast forward life, you wouldn't learn any lessons from the events that took place. 

I just hate that I pushed someone away that
I've wanted to be with for so long.