This picture is hanging from your mirror like something that you forgot ;-

People say I've change so much.

Well here's the truth ;-

I grew up and stopped letting people push me around.

I learned that you can't always be happy.

I accepted reality.

Edit--> August 8,2011
Let me say,none of the feelings for any of these boys are love. My parents,well I take that back,my ENTIRE family doesn't approve of Mark. Almost 2 years after this post and everything has changed.

Well hello there,

it's been a very long time since I have been on here to write absolutely anything.It's been 7 months actually.I got on here and was reading everything I have written and it made me want to start blogging again.This is just a great way for me to get things off my chest and to just say things that I can't really say anywhere else.After reading all of my old post,I've realized exactly how much I have change in the period of a year and a few months.So many things have changed.My life,my friends,my expectations,my thoughts,my ideas,the way I live,etc. I'm just going to put everything into different subjects. (:

Dreams are always crushing when they don't come true.

But it's the simple dreams that are often the most painful because

they seem so personal,so reasonable,so attainable.Your always close

enough to touch by never quite close enough to hold and it's enough to

break your heart. - The Notebook.

---> Boyfriend

I have a wonderful boyfriend.We have been together for 8 months on November 30.It's incredible how I look back at what I wrote about James or what I wrote about Dakota,but none of those feelings match up to the feelings that I have for my boyfriend now.Btw;- his name is Mark. I've know this boy since I was 14. It'll be 3 years in January that I've known him.I fell inlove with him when I was in the 8th grade.The quote is " there will always be that one person you have feelings for no matter how long it's been. " Well,he was that boy.I've always loved talking to him and being around it.The feelings that I have when I'm with him are amazing.There is no doubt about it that this boy is the on the list of being [ The One ]. (: We have so many future plans together it's insane.Now I know we're only teenagers and we shouldn't be planning so far ahead and most people say that it's not real love that it's just that kid shit. Well that's not true. Everyone in my family hopes that I marry this boy.My dad once told the two of us , " If she doesn't marry you,it will break my heart. " It's insane how a boyfriend can make such an impact on your parents,lol. Now Mark & I have had some problems in our relationship,but we have overcame every singe one of them.In all of my other relationships,if my boyfriend and I got into a fight,we basically ended our relationship right then and there.That's not how it is with the two of us though.I know that this relationship is the real deal.They say love conquers all & I believe that is true. Forget everything I've ever said about any of my other boyfriends before Mark.That's the past and it doesn't matter anymore,it doesn't even exist.This is now and he is my past,present,&future. I love himm & I can't wait to graduate and move in with him and my grandparents and go to ULM. :] --> Life will be great.<3

Homecoming 2009 :)

---> Friends

My friends are pretty ohkaye.I'm deff not friends with the people I was friends with when I used to write in this blog.My best friends name is Kylie Miller.I've known her since middle school,but we just started getting close our sophmore year and now we're usually ALWAYS together.She has been there for me more than any of my other friends have honestly.She is a great person and I love her to death.Caitlin Jones is still my best friend that lives in West Monroe.I miss her a lot & from time to time I still wish I lived in West Monroe just so I could hangout with her.I really hate not being able to see her.I do have a great group of friends.I would like to say that 99.5 percent of the people on my pe class are my good friends.We're like a family in there.My main group of friends consist of ;- Kylie Miller, Sherie Goetjen, Mark Moore, Garrett Bickham, Brandon Bickham, Kadee Williams, Justin Janik, & Erin Ferguson. I love them to death.I couldn't ask for a better set of friends.They really have helped me out with so many things. :)

Overall,I would say that I have a pretty great life.Everything seems to be falling into place and I couldn't ask for anything greater than what I have now.I'm really excited about becoming a senior next year && then graduating.Moving out and going to college will be an AMAZING experience.I'm super excitedd. :] Well that is all I have to write for today.I wanted to use this entry just to catch up on stuff. (:

Peacee<3